Gather your thoughts together, backlash, turn them around, and cave into your soul like you’ve never felt anything before. Give me everything you’ve got and don’t turn back, life’s legends live upon the conquering of it’s end, and the resentment of it’s start. Feel free to ask me anything, anything you desire, while I bleed the diamonds piercing through my veins. Have you ever felt nothing, he asked. Have you ever felt an inexplicable lack of everything, no excitement, no anger, no pain, no love, no attraction, no sadness, wishing you could rip everything out of your system and just let it ignite into space? It’s odd really, hiding behind a shield of bullshit so deep that you don’t even remember how to climb out of it. Picture this, a life where anything and everything seems like a fucking black diamond from the outside, with nothing at all and pure emptiness on the inside. The hardest things to carry in the world are always the ones that weigh the least. Just imagine a life of that and without the strength or courage to piece the puzzle back together and pull out of it. I wish there was just a way. A way to latch onto something and fly away, physically and emotionally, before your whole world slowly bursts into flames. Hopefully by the time you’d come back down from it, everything would be carved into place for you to just breathe and keep living. I mean, you can always dream you know? That’s really all it’s about, just dreaming. Because the truth is, the moment reality hits you again its even harder to sew the stitches back together.